I don’t find it bigheaded to have the understanding that I can be the most generous, altruistic friends you will ever have. If I think you deserve it, I will give you all I have and more without expecting the slightest return. I do, however, ask that if my actions are not to be reciprocated, they at least be respected. I don’t allow anyone to disregard me without it damaging my feelings. I don’t hold grudges, but I know who deserves my time, and if you decide you don’t want my energy, I feel no reluctance in letting you know were you stand.
I’m very drunk, very annoyed, and very butthurt. I am not someone who appreciates being made known I’m second best, when I do all in my power to make sure I’m your number one without you even noticing.
This will probably be deleted come tomorrow, but in the meantime, these are my feelings.